this island that we are going to clean...wiieee...its a big one!!!

well..this day is kinda tiring for me.. you know y?.. look at this picture....

this is the picture of me and the youth team on our church.. we are on a community service and its kinda tiring but its so fun..the boat that we are riding on...has landed on the other side of the island..so we go hiking..and climb the island to go to the other side of island ( glad i make it) well...on our way to the other side of the island ....i was so shocked that it will be a long way to ,,we go through ups and downs.. weeiiiiwwww..!!! then when we arrived at the island.. it was so wonderfull...(but.... wait) we have to clean first the island (oooah.....!!) i was so excited to go swim... well... its in hundred idlands..!! so after how n\many hours og cleaning finally...were done..!!1 apppapapapapapapp..!1(what?) we have to eat first....!!! hmmmmppp... so then i eat then after we eat...i ran to the sea and swimming in out there... the water was cold..so it its refreshing..after a long day of work..it paid off.. with the cold water of the sea.. well.. i really like what im doing.. doing a community service.. well.. its helping other people.. without waiting for any... payments..!!! well... i think im going back to this island..!1 wiieee...!!!!! i love it..!!!....

JHodie

emo

many people now are emo....well emo is being an emotional person..well..i know what does emo people feels cause i am once an emo..well,, all emo have something that there keeping inside.. a burden... most of an emo person are teens...we cant deny this but its true..!! almost 75% of emo people are teens.. and based on my own opinion.. one cause of a teenager to be an emo is there parents.. because some are not loved by their parents.. some dont get attention from there parents and its their burden that their keeping inside their self and that pain is getting filled inside their body until it burst and sometime this will lead to suicide..i already tried this one.. i slit my hand..(ouch it really hurt.) all of us dont really understand y do this people do it.. i tell you why...? because we all know that these people dont get much attention and and they are hurt.. so they will also hurt their self for them to forget the pain that their feeling and focus on the slit on the wrist that their having..

one more reason y people become eMo?
- we all know love hurts ryt? (ouchh) mhm... so when we love someone we give all to them.. like on my situation..!! (i will admit until know im still an emo) mhm... i really loved someone right know.. but we keep on fighting..until it came to the point that we both decided to have a break up.. and we always fight and fight even though were already break and came to the point that were insulting each other and embarrasses me in front of many people.. and that one really hurts (huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu) so when i was walking ..(going home) i passed by a store and bought a BLADE ..i bought 3 blades.. then when i arrived at home.. i go up easily to my room...and start crying.. i open my ipod and listen to an emo song about love (the title of the song is "will you ever learn by typecast and the boston drama by typecast too.. ) and then and then and then... so then i was crying and crying while i was writting a letter to my bf... (i think its like a last goodbye letter) (huuhuhuhuhuhuh) so i was still crying until i finished the letter... then i get the blade that i bought and started to slit my wrist...(ouch ouch ouch) and the blood start flowing from my hand and i was still crying.. i am thinking of death..!!! i even slit my wrist 8 times consecutively....and it really hurts me alot....then id go to sleep.. i am feeling of my last night..!! but then i wake up in the morning i am still alive.. but i can still feel the pain emotionally and physically..!!! mhm..!!! and blood from my wrist stop gusshing..and already dried to my hand...then i saw the letter that i wrote that night..!! and i immediately get up..and take a shower and go to school.. and gave the letter to my bf.. !! mhm..11 and as he reads it.. he was crying..and i walked out.. to look for my friends.. then as i was walking..someone pulled my hand and said "i sorry please come back to me ) and i started crying again and he hugz me so tight and i cant do anything cause theres so much pain that im feeling that time and i want someone to comfort me... and that ends it,..


so many people dont really understand emo people..
and many people dont really know the true meaning of emo...
some uses the theme emo for their style and some are using the word emo for them to be appreciated by other people even if there not and they bugged me..

all i can say is that if want to ask any advices in such situation.. i can help you...

JHodie

Siblings

these are my Brothers.... ahhhmmm... (what can i say about them? hmmmmmmmm let me think...) ohhhh...Thats it....!! mhmm....theres never been a day that past that me and my brothers did'nt fight ( well,,its natural ) because they keep bugging me..and i always end up scolded by my parents (ugggghhhhhh) they always think that i started it...but my-two-bugging-brothers are the who always play a joke on my... mmhhhmmm...( am i always wrong) goshhhh...!!! but even though my brothers and i are like this... i love them..!! hahahahahaha..!!! and i enjoy quarelling with them ( hahahhaha) im the evil the sister...!! even though they keep bugging me.. they still say sorry when im really mad at them and after i forgive them...they will bugg me again ( is it natural for a brother and sister to quarrel? mhmm...maybe its our job ? ) hahahahahahahahaha right? mhmhmmm...!!1 well anyways.. its good to have brothers like them....its one way that i enjoy my life... hahaha..!!1 and really love them even if they are like that..!! mhmm....and i do care alot for them..!!! hahahahahaha........

JHodie

my bestfriend(winks)

in this post..you can see the picture of me and my bestfriend.. as it is said that " no man is an island" which means we all need a friend.. a friend is someone you can lean on...in times of trouble, a shoulder you can vry on..and the one that you can tell your problems..and tell secrets... a friend is always there through good times and bad times.. they always help even if your on your lowest part of life..!! rayt.. hehehehe....!!! TSSKBTtttttttt.....enough about this..!!

well hir is the main part of my post..as i said maureen is my bestfriend.... she always help me through anything.. in love,, in studies,, and in so many more...i am so proud that i found like her.. who always there anytime.. the one i can tell my probles.. etc. etc.

everyone has an ideal friend... but you know what...? you can only find a true friend hen you are on your lowest point of life and you dont know what to do...there will come a hand to help you..and that is a true friend..@@!

JHodie

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JHodie

MY LOVE STORY

Me and Vladimir

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all you can see in this pictures are the pictures of me and my boyfriend "vlad" mhm...hehehe..!! we love take pictures together and capture each moment were together...cause eveydday is very important to the both of us... many people are saying that were to young for this...but we just ignore trhem.. why? because there is no right time or love right? as long as were inlove with each other thats enough...at first my parents did'nt agree to the relationship that me and vlad are having..they always said that i have to finish study first.. and they wanted me to break up the relationship me and vlad are having..!! mhm... i said in NO..!! i love him so much..so i was thinking of an idea on how i can keep my relationship with vlad.. so there something that pops on my mind an idea...!!! the idea was.....i will tell to my parents that i already break up vlad.... Hehehe!!!! then the plan is...we will hide our relationship...then 1 year and 4 months had past and were still hiding our relationship to my parents..until the xmas day comes and my auntie is really start talking about my botfriend..and i was shock mhmm....and she start tellig some stories that she saw with my boyfriend walking together then i denied <> then my father laugh and said me too i saw them together. and was scared that time cause i thought that they will scold me...!!! but its a perfect timing its xmas day...and i was shock that parents didnt got mad at me..!! wiiieeeeee ..... then they started teassing me... and tell me to bring my boyfriend to our house and meet my parents.. at first i thought that were only joking..!! but they really mean it..so i did after xmas eve...tomorow morning <> i bring vlad to our house ..!!! i was so happy that finally my parent had already accepted the fact that i have a boyfrind and i really love so much..!! its a good thing that we both hold on to our relationship until to the end... cause we both did a lot of sacrifices for each other and i thank him for being an understanding partner.. and were both happy that up to now ere still together and we are both praying to god that there will more years for the both us to come... and we hope that our love will stay forever.. in love age doesnt matter right? even though were still this young o think i already found my life time partner..!! (giggles) (winkS)

JHodie

mhm....... well as u can see this is a picture of me and and friends in bagiou...as you can see there are not only my tennismates..or playmates but they are also my friends.. we always have fun together and will remember this day that me and my friends went to bagiuo bacause this is the day that we all join an AGE GROUP COMPETITION ... even though we didnt win aT ALL we had fun.. who would expect that we could win..wer just amatures and this is our first time while our opponents are proffesionals...there are playing the sport lawn tennis for years..and....

but even tohugh we loose....all i can say is we are good in sucking..

but we really enjoyed alot in this competition and

i will never forget this day...

lovelotz

BEST FRIENDS

;)

all of us has friends,best friends, girlfriends, or whatever we call them..

wat u can see in these pictures are my friends..

well kinda.... what we call (loka loka)

which means totaly out od controll

all of us have different characteristics..

some are smart

some are crazy

some are silent

some are loner

and there is only one thing that is common

in all of us..

and that is were all envy by many girls..

have watched the movie "mean girls"

if you will based the girls there in my group its the same..

hahahahahaha..

the only thing that is different is we are many

hahahahaha

in my group we always have fun

do things are'nt supposed to do

and go beyond our limits

we even take our picture in the front a cementery..

can you imagine that..

we always do things that causes other people problems

we go to other campuses

to have a fight to those girls who

stand in our way

we are what the teachers call

"the problem"

but even though were like these..

many people love us..

because we make people happy..

me and my BFF are unbreakable

we are forever..

jhodie.

bago lng hir

to aLL BLOGGERS OUT THERE,

mhm...im just new hir in blogger... coz i was just viewing my friends profile.when i saw her acC. posted and i tried to view it...i get interested so i said in my mind " gawa din kaya ako? " so ito ...i created my blog...and dont really know aNything much about this blog...but i heard from many forums,news,celebreties..than blogging is nice...and this the one that teens are getting addicted mhm.....so as i said... i hope that i would enjoy blogging here.... i wish you wil have fun readding my blog...coz actualy i dont really know what im talking about right now....uhhhmm..

plsss.....drop me some comments... i really nid your comments...

jhodie ;)