emo

many people now are emo....well emo is being an emotional person..well..i know what does emo people feels cause i am once an emo..well,, all emo have something that there keeping inside.. a burden... most of an emo person are teens...we cant deny this but its true..!! almost 75% of emo people are teens.. and based on my own opinion.. one cause of a teenager to be an emo is there parents.. because some are not loved by their parents.. some dont get attention from there parents and its their burden that their keeping inside their self and that pain is getting filled inside their body until it burst and sometime this will lead to suicide..i already tried this one.. i slit my hand..(ouch it really hurt.) all of us dont really understand y do this people do it.. i tell you why...? because we all know that these people dont get much attention and and they are hurt.. so they will also hurt their self for them to forget the pain that their feeling and focus on the slit on the wrist that their having..

one more reason y people become eMo?
- we all know love hurts ryt? (ouchh) mhm... so when we love someone we give all to them.. like on my situation..!! (i will admit until know im still an emo) mhm... i really loved someone right know.. but we keep on fighting..until it came to the point that we both decided to have a break up.. and we always fight and fight even though were already break and came to the point that were insulting each other and embarrasses me in front of many people.. and that one really hurts (huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu) so when i was walking ..(going home) i passed by a store and bought a BLADE ..i bought 3 blades.. then when i arrived at home.. i go up easily to my room...and start crying.. i open my ipod and listen to an emo song about love (the title of the song is "will you ever learn by typecast and the boston drama by typecast too.. ) and then and then and then... so then i was crying and crying while i was writting a letter to my bf... (i think its like a last goodbye letter) (huuhuhuhuhuhuh) so i was still crying until i finished the letter... then i get the blade that i bought and started to slit my wrist...(ouch ouch ouch) and the blood start flowing from my hand and i was still crying.. i am thinking of death..!!! i even slit my wrist 8 times consecutively....and it really hurts me alot....then id go to sleep.. i am feeling of my last night..!! but then i wake up in the morning i am still alive.. but i can still feel the pain emotionally and physically..!!! mhm..!!! and blood from my wrist stop gusshing..and already dried to my hand...then i saw the letter that i wrote that night..!! and i immediately get up..and take a shower and go to school.. and gave the letter to my bf.. !! mhm..11 and as he reads it.. he was crying..and i walked out.. to look for my friends.. then as i was walking..someone pulled my hand and said "i sorry please come back to me ) and i started crying again and he hugz me so tight and i cant do anything cause theres so much pain that im feeling that time and i want someone to comfort me... and that ends it,..


so many people dont really understand emo people..
and many people dont really know the true meaning of emo...
some uses the theme emo for their style and some are using the word emo for them to be appreciated by other people even if there not and they bugged me..

all i can say is that if want to ask any advices in such situation.. i can help you...

JHodie