..HUHU..
.i was inlove with this guy since i was a hs student..
i met him when i was on 2nd year hs..
he had gf that time and i also have my bf..
luckily that he and his gf broke up..
but the problem is me and bf
lasted for 2 years
he find another girl..
..while he had another gf..
i was sticking up with my bf..
cause theres no point of breaking with him
cause im not assure that ANDRE like me..that time..
October 10,, the day that me my bf already broke up..
i didnt tell andre that we already broke cause
the hell he care cause i know he not interested i knew that he
is into a girl and he really likes it..
..before xmas..
cant remember the date..
he told me that he was courting this girl name "angie"
it pains me inside..
then a few months past..
i was not minding my feelings for him..
then i knew that there were already together..
so i kept my feelings for him..
i was trying to treat him as a friend..
..cause were close friends..
finally its summer..
on our church activity we'll be having our youth concert..
so we are spending alot of time together..
with the youth practicing the songs..
then there it build up my relationship with him..
my feelings grew.. and i loved him so much..
i can still remember the date may 17..
im going to manila.. so was he..
the night before we went to manila...
were texting each other..
and talking about any ideas about
our upcoming concert..
then it went to the topic..
about me liking him..
i told him i liked him..
..and it came to the point that i loved him..
but i know told him that was way back then/.
(though i still love him until now)
so.. it started there..
he told me that..
he used to plan of courting me
but he thought that me and my bf vlad
were still together so he didn't bother anymore,,
so as months past..
although i know he had a gf..
were still dating
watch movie together..
and kiss ..
..he told me that he love me..
and he think that he loves me more than his gf angie.
but i cant prove it until there still together..
so he was trying to make a way
for them to broke up..
he left a message on his sent items on his cp
for Angie to read
it says there
"good morning Odie. i love you"
so they had a fight..
after that night..
the both of them talk
and the girl cried..
so they still together
cause the girl didn't give him up..
and maybe this guy named "ANDRE"
also gave me up..
we don't even talk anymore..
we don't even say i love you to each another...
saying what we feel is no longer allowed..
maybe he really loves Angie alot..
but I'm still waiting here..
i still love him..
we still see each other but were just friends
no special feelings for each other anymore..
i never stop loving him i just stop showing it..
i really love him so much.. huhuhuhu..
and I'm still hoping for the right time to come..
call me desperate but can you blame me if i really love him..
it really pains me to see him with his girl..
happy together or hear stories about the both of them having fun..
ouch me alot.. HUHUHU..
I'm trying to move on
id tried to forget him
and i stop calling him
and txting him..
but i cant help it..
i end up texting him at night
telling him i missed him
or wake up in the morning..
calling him
telling him that i dreamed about him...
what should i do?
its really complicated..
these really pains me alot..
i always cry at night when i see him..
i always reminisce those days..
when we are still sweet to each other..
i really miss his voice..
saying i love you to me..
or his voice on the phone..
singing "WITHOUT YOU by charlie Wilson" to me..
i miss his kiss
when were on the taxi..while its raining..
i really cherish those moments..
though it seems nothing to me
but deep inside,.
everyday and every night i reminisced those days..
and just cry,,pray,longed,and wish
that time will repeat it self and go back to those days..
i miss his presence when I'm on the computer shop..
i miss his face
i miss his touch
i miss his hug
i miss everything about him,,,
i miss you so much Andre
and i love you so much..
i hope someday..
you can read this
and realize that i really love you..
and loved you more that you could ever imagine..
just always remember that
when you need me I'm always here..
I'm not going to push you away...
..I'm always here to accept you
whatever you are..
even though your always hurting me..
and still keep on hurting until now..
i still love you..
.i was inlove with this guy since i was a hs student..
i met him when i was on 2nd year hs..
he had gf that time and i also have my bf..
luckily that he and his gf broke up..
but the problem is me and bf
lasted for 2 years
he find another girl..
..while he had another gf..
i was sticking up with my bf..
cause theres no point of breaking with him
cause im not assure that ANDRE like me..that time..
October 10,, the day that me my bf already broke up..
i didnt tell andre that we already broke cause
the hell he care cause i know he not interested i knew that he
is into a girl and he really likes it..
..before xmas..
cant remember the date..
he told me that he was courting this girl name "angie"
it pains me inside..
then a few months past..
i was not minding my feelings for him..
then i knew that there were already together..
so i kept my feelings for him..
i was trying to treat him as a friend..
..cause were close friends..
finally its summer..
on our church activity we'll be having our youth concert..
so we are spending alot of time together..
with the youth practicing the songs..
then there it build up my relationship with him..
my feelings grew.. and i loved him so much..
i can still remember the date may 17..
im going to manila.. so was he..
the night before we went to manila...
were texting each other..
and talking about any ideas about
our upcoming concert..
then it went to the topic..
about me liking him..
i told him i liked him..
..and it came to the point that i loved him..
but i know told him that was way back then/.
(though i still love him until now)
so.. it started there..
he told me that..
he used to plan of courting me
but he thought that me and my bf vlad
were still together so he didn't bother anymore,,
so as months past..
although i know he had a gf..
were still dating
watch movie together..
and kiss ..
..he told me that he love me..
and he think that he loves me more than his gf angie.
but i cant prove it until there still together..
so he was trying to make a way
for them to broke up..
he left a message on his sent items on his cp
for Angie to read
it says there
"good morning Odie. i love you"
so they had a fight..
after that night..
the both of them talk
and the girl cried..
so they still together
cause the girl didn't give him up..
and maybe this guy named "ANDRE"
also gave me up..
we don't even talk anymore..
we don't even say i love you to each another...
saying what we feel is no longer allowed..
maybe he really loves Angie alot..
but I'm still waiting here..
i still love him..
we still see each other but were just friends
no special feelings for each other anymore..
i never stop loving him i just stop showing it..
i really love him so much.. huhuhuhu..
and I'm still hoping for the right time to come..
call me desperate but can you blame me if i really love him..
it really pains me to see him with his girl..
happy together or hear stories about the both of them having fun..
ouch me alot.. HUHUHU..
I'm trying to move on
id tried to forget him
and i stop calling him
and txting him..
but i cant help it..
i end up texting him at night
telling him i missed him
or wake up in the morning..
calling him
telling him that i dreamed about him...
what should i do?
its really complicated..
these really pains me alot..
i always cry at night when i see him..
i always reminisce those days..
when we are still sweet to each other..
i really miss his voice..
saying i love you to me..
or his voice on the phone..
singing "WITHOUT YOU by charlie Wilson" to me..
i miss his kiss
when were on the taxi..while its raining..
i really cherish those moments..
though it seems nothing to me
but deep inside,.
everyday and every night i reminisced those days..
and just cry,,pray,longed,and wish
that time will repeat it self and go back to those days..
i miss his presence when I'm on the computer shop..
i miss his face
i miss his touch
i miss his hug
i miss everything about him,,,
i miss you so much Andre
and i love you so much..
i hope someday..
you can read this
and realize that i really love you..
and loved you more that you could ever imagine..
just always remember that
when you need me I'm always here..
I'm not going to push you away...
..I'm always here to accept you
whatever you are..
even though your always hurting me..
and still keep on hurting until now..
i still love you..
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